Is anyone else feeling an immense pressure to conform to something that they aren't? Or that surrounded by the ignorance of others and their insecurities being you know, piled onto them and then feeling that they have to carry the weight of two people? It's driving me insane and I just thought today I'm gonna put it out there. I'm just basically saying I'm not ashame of being who I am.
I'm the girl now that thinks kids nowadays are growing up to fast and that I don't mind that that makes me seem old. Old before my time maybe.
I'm the girl that at eighteen years old still considers herself to be a girl even though in this world I'm suppose to feel like a woman and I've never ever felt less prepared for something in my life.
I'm the girl that's afraid of the future but also excited about whats around the corner.
I'm the girl that, isn't that stereotypical, idealistic, you know, feminine, beautiful person that the media portrays that woman should look like.
I'm the girl thats not afraid to go into the guy's section and buy a shirt if the girl section has it but it's all frilly.
I'm the girl that who wants to be me. I wanted to be simply me and I'm not afraid to be it.
I'm the girl that's sick of the ignorance of others and the pressure that they're putting on us to change.
I'm the person who'd rather be surrounded by everyone that I know who cares then being in a room full of people who think they care about me but really dont.
I'm the person who's always wanting to learn more. I just want more but at the same time I want to be me and I won't change that.
I'm the girl who make stupid choices but I'm not afraid to admit it.
You can laugh at me, you can bring me down but you're not gonna change who I am.
I'm the girl who spoke out today and hope that everyone feels the same way.